he said hes in love with two people who he is going to live out the rest of his days with thats quite spoken for to me he is and i mean youre the one who said hes gentlemanly you were right its a bit disappointing though...im supposed to find a bridegroom and hes far lovelier than the boy that was found for me
i guess so ive been told i dont deserve a lot of things really i just want to be with someone who cares about me for me and not what i am or wants me just for what i can give them
well, people say a lot of fucking stupid things. Alucard says you're going to try hard to behave here. i hope that's true. and maybe someone will be able to give you that.
i didn't think i'd find someone like that either, and now there are two people like that for me. it might surprise you.
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and besides
whats so wrong about wanting to be fed croissants
are you calling me fat
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i'm not calling you fat.
but you expect someone you barely know to hand feed you ... why?
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well actually you do know him
i bet you would want him to feed you croissants too
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one assumes it's alucard
[Plus, now he's covering TWO bases, bam.]
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yes
youre correct
i wanted him to be my bridegroom but he said he was already spoken for
so now hes my prince instead
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but i guess if he's fine with being your prince
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thats quite spoken for to me
he is
and i mean
youre the one who said hes gentlemanly
you were right
its a bit disappointing though...im supposed to find a bridegroom and hes far lovelier than the boy that was found for me
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[Ugh, but he feels kind of gross about that other part...]
er, well. you don't need to marry a boy just because he was found for you.
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i see
i shoudlve guessed when he called you his
[Sorry Trevor it's going to get worse because her canon is bad to her.]
yeah but im supposed to make a baby though
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even more reason to make sure you're not just settling for some asshole.
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[No you don't Diva...]
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well they have to be handsome
and kind
and not call me a monster
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uh
a start
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im trying to keep an open mind
and not be too picky
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i thought you were going to say im spoiled
[Not that she's spoiled anymore...not by a long shot.]
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but wanting to be with someone that you care about, and that makes you happy
...most people deserve that.
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ive been told i dont deserve a lot of things
really i just want to be with someone who cares about me
for me
and not what i am
or wants me just for what i can give them
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Alucard says you're going to try hard to behave here. i hope that's true.
and maybe someone will be able to give you that.
i didn't think i'd find someone like that either, and now there are two people like that for me. it might surprise you.
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because if i dont youll tie me up and ill get another lecture
but itll be hard i get really hungry and my instincts are very strong
maybe someone will
but i dont want to get my hopes up
ive spent over 100 years hoping it gets tiring
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not rip
and you've got forever, don't you? literally
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theyre different from me
but my prince wants to help me
i dont plan to rest in pieces
and i do have forever i just dont want to be forever alone
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...good...?
and i understand that.
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you said not rip
im bad at dealing with people
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