i guess so ive been told i dont deserve a lot of things really i just want to be with someone who cares about me for me and not what i am or wants me just for what i can give them
well, people say a lot of fucking stupid things. Alucard says you're going to try hard to behave here. i hope that's true. and maybe someone will be able to give you that.
i didn't think i'd find someone like that either, and now there are two people like that for me. it might surprise you.
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well they have to be handsome
and kind
and not call me a monster
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uh
a start
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im trying to keep an open mind
and not be too picky
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i thought you were going to say im spoiled
[Not that she's spoiled anymore...not by a long shot.]
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but wanting to be with someone that you care about, and that makes you happy
...most people deserve that.
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ive been told i dont deserve a lot of things
really i just want to be with someone who cares about me
for me
and not what i am
or wants me just for what i can give them
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Alucard says you're going to try hard to behave here. i hope that's true.
and maybe someone will be able to give you that.
i didn't think i'd find someone like that either, and now there are two people like that for me. it might surprise you.
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because if i dont youll tie me up and ill get another lecture
but itll be hard i get really hungry and my instincts are very strong
maybe someone will
but i dont want to get my hopes up
ive spent over 100 years hoping it gets tiring
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not rip
and you've got forever, don't you? literally
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theyre different from me
but my prince wants to help me
i dont plan to rest in pieces
and i do have forever i just dont want to be forever alone
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...good...?
and i understand that.
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you said not rip
im bad at dealing with people
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